I had a dream about a spider.
I did. Truly. It actually freaked me out a little. I've been known for having wild dreams, I've been the occasional sleep walker when stress is getting the best of me but never nightmares.
My dream was pretty much me watching me sleep and someone yelling at me to get out of bed the spider was coming! It was crawling up my bed at me, and not some small spider - we are talking some giant, furry - fell out of a Harry Potter movie - spider. I found myself jumping out of bed and dashing to turn my light on before I knew what was happening. I feel like I am just al ittle too old to be having nightmares, I might add.
I get I am eccentric, and I am an artist and this is what creativity thrives on - but come on! So I googled what it meant to dream about spiders - and it was very enlightening.
I did. Truly. It actually freaked me out a little. I've been known for having wild dreams, I've been the occasional sleep walker when stress is getting the best of me but never nightmares.
My dream was pretty much me watching me sleep and someone yelling at me to get out of bed the spider was coming! It was crawling up my bed at me, and not some small spider - we are talking some giant, furry - fell out of a Harry Potter movie - spider. I found myself jumping out of bed and dashing to turn my light on before I knew what was happening. I feel like I am just al ittle too old to be having nightmares, I might add.
I get I am eccentric, and I am an artist and this is what creativity thrives on - but come on! So I googled what it meant to dream about spiders - and it was very enlightening.
- One, spiders can mean feminine empowerment - this is positive for me.
- Two, spiders mean you are fearful of something - it's been a tough 2 weeks, busy but not making any money, bills coming up and major stress on how I'm going to pay all my bills. It's been haunting me a bit lately. Makes me work that much harder but still, I fear I won't make my bills.
- Three, you are caught in a web of something you can't get out of. Oh, I feel this. It's tough right now in business, it's even harder being female in business. Sometimes business meetings are business meetings, sometimes they are a pathetic plot to have a "business meeting" then talk about dating. I'm serious, very serious about my work, my company and my clients. That's my focus, period. Forbes just published an article about this - Top 25 women CEO's of the world - one of their struggles, this same issue. At least I'm not alone.
My conclusions.
- Don't let anyone get the best of me, especially those that don't deserve it.
- Embrace being female, talented and a business owner.
- Learn the Art of Patience - even if it's the last thing I do. Everything will come in due time
- Thank everyone special in my life - my biggest supporters for my company, my family, my friends and Mr. Dj who helps me be creative and funny even when times get tough.
"Today is the tomorrow I worried about yesterday" Thanks Jason,
- Angelina
(Thank you: www.bjorn3d.com for the spider image)
1 comment:
Spiders in a dream are a sign of general good luck; to kill one signifies good news. If it was spinning a web, it augurs approaching money; if it was climbing a wall, it's a harbinger of success in all that concerns you most deeply.
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